Ode to Source

There is a sadness that prevails throughout my whole Being and it reminds me that I am at times lost without you. 
 
Your arms hold me when I feel that I am less than.
Your heart surrounds me when I feel that I am not enough. 
Your light shines brightly for me when I feel that I cannot find my way through the darkness. 
A thousand thoughts of what I can do to be who I came here to be. 
Who am I without you?
 
I am floating endlessly upon an empty ocean hoping at some point to find my feet on solid ground.
 
The ground beneath my feet can only support me if I know that it is you that guides me true.
 
My endless seeking can only end when I recognise that it is you that I am seeking. 
 
Trying forever to find my way home not knowing that home is within the light of you.
 
My tears are my message to you that I once thought that I was lost.
That I once thought that I was unseen.
That I once thought that I was unheard.
That I once thought that I was unknown.
That I once thought that home was anywhere not you.
That I once felt a loneliness so deep that my tears would never reach the bottom.
 
I have spent a lifetime on a voyage to nowhere.
That in the nowhere there you were all along waiting patiently for me to remember that you have never left me.
 
My longing for home was thinking that my heart could ever belong to any other but you.
 
My remembering is knowing that my heart is yours.
That my feet answer only to the call of your name.
That my hands when given in your name will bring the light.
When my heart filled with your love will always shine bright.
That my words when spoken within your breath will always carry the weight of your truth.
When my eyes seek the beauty of life it will reveal to me your face always.
When I lay my life at your feet I will always in that moment be saved.
When I lay my heart at your hands you will always keep me safe.
When I see myself through your eyes I will always be enough.
 
In your heart there is no searching.
In your heart I am already home.
In your heart I am forever enough.
In your heart freedom is already mine.
In your heart life is already perfect.
In your heart I am all that I am.
In your heart there is no where for me to be. 
In your heart there is nothing for me to do. 
In your heart I am complete. 
In your heart I trust.
In your heart I live. 
In your heart I am heard.
In your heart I am seen. 
In your heart I am known. 
In your heart I am healed.
In your heart I am whole. 
In your heart I am home.
 
In my heart I am yours forever more.
 
Blessings
Kerryn
xxx
 

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